How do I feel today!

Well today has been a real mixture of feelings... this morning i awoke very early with all good intention of going to the gym... i stated to write some of my book, before i knew it two hours had gone by.. i thought then to cycle to reef point my favourite place to write!  I sat and ordered a coffee and banana bread... a lady who I had only met once before turned up, Ann lovely lady from Glasgow originally but has travelled the world! We sat and talked for ages, she was so up lifting and she booked a reading... my thoughts were of what am i doing cycling all the way to reef point i had a booking for 1230pm so i had to rush off, did the reading very lovely lady who had a son, i could feel very strong spiritual energy coming from her son, yet he wasn't with her... she showed me a picture and yes he was a star child, i felt honour when she invited me over to met him whilst i was here in OZ! Which i will certainly find time to do... then after the reading i took off on the bike again down towards the coast at Margate and then onto Woody Point watched the sunset and then back to a coffee house for something to munch... my feelings today were all over the place... at woody point i started to miss Martin not being with me, i Guss it was because of the sunset being so beautiful and very romantic... I also have a very big night tomorrow where i will be giving messages out to a large audience and i do feel a little nervous about that, so these feelings were also with me... i asked for support and help along my path here in OZ and I feel already I have found the emerald city within me...